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Sunday, November 13, 2005
I HATE 2 STAR KAYAKING!!!! totally.i just couldnt do the capsize drill what ! i dont know why. but just got the phobia cannot meh!? i've been scared of water since young la! so actually it was a miracle that i got my 1 star kayking cert lol! seriously. i dont know how to overcome this feeling la! i really scared of the moment of turning over mah. i also dunno how i did the capsize drill in 1 satr leh.. RAHH! to my squadmates: thanks for your encouragement! but it seemed that the more you all said, the more i cried. haha sorry i really dont think i can overcome this leh. its like i can do everything else, even the hip flick (capsizing halfway) but i just dont dare capsize myself. sorry la i feel so useless. wasting ur time. i really dont know whether i should continue the course not.. cuz if i want, i HAVE to do the capsize drill properly.sighs. i got one blue-black on my forehead cuz got hit too many times by someone's paddle during kayaking. got another blue-black on my hand cos of rifle drills and another one on my leg cos of, erm, dunno what.. hahaha.